last Sat arvo with my recovering body and soul in the 'smallest park in the world'

Sometimes

you just wanna be with yourself

your own self 

and that's it

cause humans are annoying 

and friends mean betrayal 

so do lovers and love makers 

...

last Saturday,

sitting in the middle of nowhere

enjoying the best hot choc from McDonald's 

having my dinner as fries and McChicken 

watching sunset, breathing the air

staring at passengers with the creepy face 

bet that I freaked them out 

and I felt so good 

...

ain't it the main point of living?! 

fucking hilarious. oiu, this life!

In the end, it's all about yourself, your fucking self. No one is gonna care. No one. Just no one. And for those who truly care, you don't dare to tell cause you know it's gonna suffer them more than how it suffers you. You simply keep your mouth shut. Cause you know it. No one fucking cares about your fucked up life.

...

And you're too proud. Too proud darling. You would never admit that you're suffering all these shits and that you're in pain and that you're weak and that you're scared. Ain't it bad, my dear? But it's not your fault. Life teachs you to do so. Cause no one gives a fuck about what's going on with your life. And you don't trust easily. But when you trust, things turn to lies. So you just have to sing the "Please be strong" lullaby to yourself every single night.

...

Fuck off. Bạn bè như cái bẹn bà. Và vãi lìn với mấy thằng đàn ông. Chó hết. Đời như cứt.

Burger King tastes much better than its Aussie sister - Hungry Jack's. Bik Bok doesn't mean Big Bag and Viet Grill is authentic enough to me!

With beloved Alice! Got her tried Phở and of course, it was fantastic for her (and me too)! Just a bit sad cause Beer Hanoi was sold out. Gonna go back for lunch and dinner. Planning to Jamie Oliver's by the way.

effing...!

going crazy!

It's 12:38 AM. Was about trying my best to fall asleep. And fail! Don't know what's happening. Feel exceptinally tired but still unable to sleep. Insomnia everynight. Why?!

By the way, I think there's something wrong with my hormones these days lol. Haven't been drinking any, but feeling sooo high for no reasons. What's wrong with this body?

Watched Adam Hills for the whole afternoon and rofl! He's just amazing. Oh no, I think I know why I'm so high! It's Adam Hills!!

wanna go home! my beloved Hanoi, Saigon, Melbourne. want an escape!

Got To Dance- Semi Final 2- Matthew Koon

I've been watching SYTYCD, Live to Dance and then Got to Dance for the last few hours. And I can't stop watching them dancing their heart out. What can I say more? They're amazing. Matthew Koon is amazing! Such a pity that the video quality sucks, but he's absolutely outstanding. He's flying there with a full soul. Love him!